Seeking connection in the wake of loss

I am looking for a female companion who understands the depths of sensuality and what it means to connect - both intimately and spiritually. Haunted by a loss of a family member long time ago, I am looking for someone to share intimate moments with, where we can explore the healing power of touch and vulnerability. If you are open to forming an emotional and physical bond that transcends the challenges of existence, enveloped in a mutual understanding of life’s fragility, I would love to hear from you. Let’s connect and embrace the beauty of life together. Please reach out if you feel a resonance with this journey. I am 50plus. Please write in English or German.